My mushrooms project is over. Unfinished dolls are sitting on the shelf. And I realy want to say, that they are waiting for their turn, when I will finish them. But unfortunately it is not true, and I don't know when I finish them and if I can finish them at all.
Looks like I won't finish them soon... so I want to show you the last stage at which I've stopped.
While I was sewing them, I inderstood that I can't make any crazy dolls. It's not my vocation at all. I don't have enough talent, dowry, vocation or something else that should be enough. I'm not real artist unfortunately. Although it was very pleasant to think that I am.
But at the same time with this sad fact, that I'm not crazy creator - I detected my real real vocation suddenly! And it is a great happiness for me!
At the time, when I had been in sadness about the stupid mushrooms and couldn't understand what I need to do next, it has just dawned upon me! One very important idea came to me... well maybe not idea, but the conception about my dolls and my doll's business in general. And it is very important opening for me. Because I used to sew the dolls, but one thought was in my mind all the time, that something is wrong, I'm doing something which is not enough. But now all the pieces of the puzzle have come together and I see whole picture. And now I know what I want exactly and what I need to do for it.
Firts time, when my "great" idea came to me, I even could not sleep normally. I woke up in the middle of the night and thought that I should run and sew. Now I have calmed down of course , but i'm in a hurry still, because I need to finish and to issue everything till the autumn)
It will be the same dolls, but with a little change)
Looks like I won't finish them soon... so I want to show you the last stage at which I've stopped.
While I was sewing them, I inderstood that I can't make any crazy dolls. It's not my vocation at all. I don't have enough talent, dowry, vocation or something else that should be enough. I'm not real artist unfortunately. Although it was very pleasant to think that I am.
But at the same time with this sad fact, that I'm not crazy creator - I detected my real real vocation suddenly! And it is a great happiness for me!
At the time, when I had been in sadness about the stupid mushrooms and couldn't understand what I need to do next, it has just dawned upon me! One very important idea came to me... well maybe not idea, but the conception about my dolls and my doll's business in general. And it is very important opening for me. Because I used to sew the dolls, but one thought was in my mind all the time, that something is wrong, I'm doing something which is not enough. But now all the pieces of the puzzle have come together and I see whole picture. And now I know what I want exactly and what I need to do for it.
Firts time, when my "great" idea came to me, I even could not sleep normally. I woke up in the middle of the night and thought that I should run and sew. Now I have calmed down of course , but i'm in a hurry still, because I need to finish and to issue everything till the autumn)
It will be the same dolls, but with a little change)
I love your dolls. Look forward to seeing what your new venture is about... :D
ReplyDeleteThanks) I will try not to disappoint you)))
DeleteMasha
ReplyDeleteThe dolls are lovely - and you should be proud that you ARE an artist and inventive creator! Do keep going with them.
Caron x (from Newcastle)
Thank you Caron! And it was very big pleasure to meet you!
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